The last couple of weeks have felt odd to me. I have felt I am living in a different world from what I lived just three months ago. I moved into a new home, I bought a new car, I am taking six hours of college credits, I am supporting and advising our Catholic Student Ministry organization on campus. I am spending time with friends and I am slowly spending more time with my daughters and grandchildren. All this activity has me living a new life. This is good because my life is moving forward.
But the odd feeling I have is the fact that I miss the people that were in my life just three months ago. They are no longer part of my life and I know our separation was for the best, but I miss them. Every once in a while, something triggers a memory with them or I remember a place we visited together and I miss them.
Each memory is special and it brings so much joy to my heart. I catch myself smiling because every moment was a blessing. I also feel a true sadness knowing I couldn’t spend my life with them. They taught me so much about how different worlds can come together to share such immense love and happiness. But I learned to appreciate every second we spent together, every smile, wink of an eye, hello, goodbye, hug and conversation, every written letter, and phone call – every memory!!
I hope to someday share my memories with anyone who wants to listen, but for now, I share it with whoever reads this note.
May the abundance of God’s love reach the depths of your heart. Make memories and share them often!
Peace in Christ.